Life… The Longest Trip I Have Taken

I know the prompt was supposed to be about traveling—the longest trip I have ever taken, miles logged, bags packed, snacks bought at gas stations, and wrong turns blamed on everybody but the driver. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized the longest trip I have taken is not one I could map with highway signs or measure by odometer. It has been life itself.

They say life is a journey, and I reckon “they” may have finally gotten something right. Mine has been one long road, maneuvered with hope, faith, and a whole lot of moxie. There have been stretches of smooth pavement where I could roll the windows down and enjoy the view, and there have been seasons where I was white-knuckling the steering wheel, praying the tires held out and the bridge ahead was stronger than it looked.

My journey has carried me through challenges, exciting times, new discoveries, detours I never asked for, and blessings I did not see coming. I have traveled through the good and the bad, and I will admit this much: even when the road was rough, I have tried to enjoy the scenery along the way. Sometimes the scenery was breathtaking. Sometimes it was little more than a ditch, a storm cloud, and a sign that said, “Next exit: Who knows?” Still, there was always something to learn if I was willing to look.

My faith in God is what carries me. It fuels this journey when my own strength sputters and coughs like an old bus trying to climb a Georgia hill in July. I have suffered through times I thought would break me clean in two. There were days I did not feel brave, strong, or spiritual. I just felt tired. But somehow, by grace, I rose. I put one foot down, then the other. I kept moving. And every time I thought I had reached the end of myself, God met me there with just enough mercy for the next mile.

I have come to know, expect, and be deeply thankful for this truth… God is in the details. Not just the grand, stained-glass-window kind of details either. I mean the everyday kind. The phone call that comes right on time, the bill that gets paid somehow, the friend who says the thing you did not know you needed to hear, the peace that settles over you when nothing around you has changed. Those are holy mile markers.

And let me tell you, I have learned something about fuel. The energy and persistence to make it through this journey come from within, but I do not believe that “within” is empty space. I believe God planted something there… grit, grace, stubborn hope, and maybe a little Southern sass for good measure. I do not doubt it anymore. I always seem to find the gas to go on, even when the tank feels like it has been sitting on red for the last thirty miles with no station in sight.

There are nights when I lay my head down and wonder how I will ever get up and go on the next day. Then I hear the words that have held me more than once: “God is within her; she will not fail. He will help her at the break of day.” Psalm 46:5… And I rest. Not because everything is fixed. Not because the road is suddenly straight and easy. I rest because I know morning is coming, and when it does, the Driver of my bus—God Himself—will be there. And I will go on.

There are times I feel lost. We all do. We look around and wonder which way is north, which road leads home, and whether we missed the exit three heartbreaks ago. But I am learning that God has placed inside me what I need to find my way. I just have to call on it. I have to pray. I have to listen. I have to stop acting like I am the only one who can read the map.

Right now, life feels like it is at a crossroads. There are changes, problems, responsibilities, and things I need to take care of. Some days, the road ahead looks cluttered with orange cones and warning signs. But I also know this… crossroads do not mean the journey is over. They mean there is still movement ahead, still direction to seek, still faith to lean on, still grace enough for the turn.

We all carry something on this trip through life. We carry joy and sorrow, faith and fear, memories and mistakes, hopes and hard lessons. We learn to travel with them and through them. We learn when to keep driving, when to pull over and breathe, when to ask for help, and when to trust that God is working even when the road disappears around the bend.

So yes, the longest trip I have taken is life. It has not always been easy, and it has not always been pretty. But it has been mine. It has been full of mercy, mystery, laughter, tears, and more grace than I deserved. And as long as God keeps waking me up at the break of day, I will keep traveling… Hope in my heart, faith in my pocket, moxie in my step, and my eyes open for the scenery.

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